I was at school . As usual , hanging out with Emera and the others at my locker . They were gossiping and talking but I wasnt paying attention . I was more interested in search for Chris . I saw their gang and took off without telling my friends . "Kristy !? Where are you going !?" shouted Kelly . I just ignored them and went straight ahead to Luke's gang . I was calling Luke but he was ignoring so I decided to shout at him . "Luke !?" i shouted again . Luke looked at me with his hazel colored eyes and said "what is it ? What do you want from me ? Are you that desperate ?" . My mouth was open as if I was letting a bug in . "what ? uh ? eh ?" . I wasnt sure why , but my tongue was iced . I couldnt say a word . I was looking at Luke , blinking in shock cause I couldnt say a word , till a voice came out . A voice that ive heard before this said , "Luke , dont say that to Kristy" . Luke was still looking at me but he replied "whatever , shes your girl . So , make sure she doesnt start a fight with me . Or she'll pay" . I was positive that it was Chris . I looked at the back of Luke and yes it was Chris . I went straight to Chris and huged him like i never saw him for years . Chris didnt huged me back , instead he pushed me away . He hold my shoulders and said "I dont want you coming back here . Go away to your friends . Just go to my brother if you have a problem . ok ? now go" . I was shocked and I said , "what ? Is it all about your brother ? Please , I need you not him !" . Chris didnt said a word and just walked away . I went back to Emera and the others with tears in my eyes .
* * *
I spent the night at Emera's since theres a sleepover . They were having fun , but I was sitting beside the window and making myself more misrable . I was thinking on what I did ? Why did Chris said all those this to me ? It was 3am and everyone was tired . So , we decided to go to sleep .
* * *
It was at about 1pm and I was at home . I decided to text Josh and ask about Chris . Hey Josh . I was wonderin' if we could meet up somewhere ? -Kristy- . I was on my bed , waiting for the reply . It took about 30mins to wait for his reply . Oh , emm . Ok then . Where ? -Josh- . I was excited when he said ok . I wasnt excited because I wanted to see him . But I was excited to ask about Chris . My place ? Sounds good ? -Kristy- . And the reply came as soon as possible with a simple text that is , ok .
* * *
"knock knock" . The door was knocked and I bet its Josh . Mum opened the door and asked Josh to come right up . Josh came inside my room , gave a little kiss on my cheek and said , "hey hey Kristy ! I miss you babe !" . "haha , its been awhile huh ?" I replied with excitement . "so , why did you asked me to come over ?" Josh asked . I was relieved that he asked , cause I cant wait to tell him why ! "umm , you see . I want to talk to you about something , to ask about , Chris" . As soon as I said Chris , hes face changed . He wasnt smiling like just now anymore . "oh , i see" he replied with his weak voice . He wasnt looking at my face anymore . He was looking to the right and his blue eyes were looking down . I wonder why . Is it wrong for me to ask about his brother ? "what do you wanna ask ?" Josh asked while looking straight into my eyes and as if he could read my mind . "um , why has he been avoiding me ?" I asked him . "uh , Kristy . Im not so close with him . So , I dont know alot and whats happening to him and all . How bout you ask someone else . Cause , I just dont know" Josh replied without even looking at me . Josh stood up and went straight to the door . I hold his hand and said , "where are you going ?" . "obviously , home . You only asked me to come over was to ask about Chris right ? I dont know anything so , bye" Josh pulled his hands away from mine and left . Not even with a goodbye , not even with a kiss frm hes lips to my cheek . He went off , touring my heart apart . And thats all .
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
Monday, December 14, 2009
Left Un-Spoken [chapter 5]
Mum was downstairs baking a cake . While me , Chris and Josh is in the living room watching a movie . It was quite disturbing that Josh was here . Chris said that Josh was bored and insisted to follow him . I thought of spending some time with Chris today but since Josh is here , sigh .
* * *
"kring kring" Chris's phone was ringing . He went at the back and had a quick conversation with his friend . He went to me and said , "Kristy , i got to go . My friend called , he was in an accident and I gotta help him out . Sorry , byee" . "oh , but em . Bye" me replying with a weak voice . My heart was shouting , wanting him to come back . Though again , my lips were sealed . Josh was looking at me , which is so disturbing . "you love my brother , dont you ?" Josh asked . "even if I do , what do you care ?" I said . "hey hey , I was just asking . I know you dont want me here . So yeah , ill leave" Josh said with a voice that was quite mad . "okay okay , sorry . Geez !" replied me with my annoying voice . "haha , how bout we catch a little jog at the park ?" he asked . "well , sure ." I said . I went inside my room and changed my clothes .
* * *
Me and Josh was at the park , jogging ofcourse . Its been awhile since I joged . So , I usually get tired fast . We went to a bench and had a break for awhile . We were chatting about random stuff since we didnt saw each other for awhile . Josh was smiling , till he saw Ashley . Ashley came to us and said , "well well well , what are you guys doing here ? Together ?" she asked . I was about to say something but Josh cut me out and said "we were duscussing about school matter , we have a project together" Josh lied . Josh stood up and kissed Ashley on the lips . After a second Ashley left with no goodbye or what so ever . "why did you lie ?" I asked Josh . "why did i lie ? for your sake and mine !" Josh said with a little shout . "what do you mean ?" I asked with ciriosity . "Uh , its nothing . Its better if we leave now" . We both stood up and joged our way home . Chris saw us from the cross of the road . He was looking as if he was dissapointed . But then he left without even saying hi .
* * *
At that night , I wanted to call Chris to make sure that he's ok . But there was no answer on his cellphone . I called the phone house but Josh answered it , and said that he's not at home . I can sense that Josh is lying for Chris . So , i decided to wait for tomorrow and meet Chris at school .
* * *
I was in the cafeteria with Emera . I was searching for Chris but I couldnt find him . I saw Josh and asked him "hey Josh , wheres Chris ?" . "he's here . But not really sure where" Josh said . I was looking around , and I saw a gang . Yes , the most popular gang in school . Chris was part of them either . I saw Luke and a couple of other guys but Chris wasnt there . I became brave and went to Luke . "Luke , have you seen Chris ?" I asked . "hey hey babe , long time no see . Chris ? He's here at school . But nahh , I dont know where he is" Luke replied . I went back to my sit and wondered . Where could Chris be ? I told Emera that I have a stomach ache and need to go to the toilet . I was about to go inside the toilet . Till , I saw this tall blonde guy with cropped jeans and a stripe t-shirt coming out from the male toilet . I was positive that it was Chris . He went out of the toilet but didnt notice me . I ran to him and hold his hand . "Uh , Kristy ? What is it ?" Chris said . "what is it ? Ive been calling and searching for you . Where have you been ?" I ask . "Kristy babe , i wanna chat . But , im late . So , i better go . Catch you later" he said . He gave me a little kiss on my cheek and ran off . While I ? I was standing in the middle of the hall , like an idiot .
* * *
I was back at home and my heart was shouting . I was questioning myself . What did I do and what went wrong ? From my opinion and my memory , I did pretty much nothing . I was dissapointed in Chris for doing this to me . I wonder , what in earth went wrong ? Guess i gotta wait for tomorrow and ask him then . Sigh
* * *
"kring kring" Chris's phone was ringing . He went at the back and had a quick conversation with his friend . He went to me and said , "Kristy , i got to go . My friend called , he was in an accident and I gotta help him out . Sorry , byee" . "oh , but em . Bye" me replying with a weak voice . My heart was shouting , wanting him to come back . Though again , my lips were sealed . Josh was looking at me , which is so disturbing . "you love my brother , dont you ?" Josh asked . "even if I do , what do you care ?" I said . "hey hey , I was just asking . I know you dont want me here . So yeah , ill leave" Josh said with a voice that was quite mad . "okay okay , sorry . Geez !" replied me with my annoying voice . "haha , how bout we catch a little jog at the park ?" he asked . "well , sure ." I said . I went inside my room and changed my clothes .
* * *
Me and Josh was at the park , jogging ofcourse . Its been awhile since I joged . So , I usually get tired fast . We went to a bench and had a break for awhile . We were chatting about random stuff since we didnt saw each other for awhile . Josh was smiling , till he saw Ashley . Ashley came to us and said , "well well well , what are you guys doing here ? Together ?" she asked . I was about to say something but Josh cut me out and said "we were duscussing about school matter , we have a project together" Josh lied . Josh stood up and kissed Ashley on the lips . After a second Ashley left with no goodbye or what so ever . "why did you lie ?" I asked Josh . "why did i lie ? for your sake and mine !" Josh said with a little shout . "what do you mean ?" I asked with ciriosity . "Uh , its nothing . Its better if we leave now" . We both stood up and joged our way home . Chris saw us from the cross of the road . He was looking as if he was dissapointed . But then he left without even saying hi .
* * *
At that night , I wanted to call Chris to make sure that he's ok . But there was no answer on his cellphone . I called the phone house but Josh answered it , and said that he's not at home . I can sense that Josh is lying for Chris . So , i decided to wait for tomorrow and meet Chris at school .
* * *
I was in the cafeteria with Emera . I was searching for Chris but I couldnt find him . I saw Josh and asked him "hey Josh , wheres Chris ?" . "he's here . But not really sure where" Josh said . I was looking around , and I saw a gang . Yes , the most popular gang in school . Chris was part of them either . I saw Luke and a couple of other guys but Chris wasnt there . I became brave and went to Luke . "Luke , have you seen Chris ?" I asked . "hey hey babe , long time no see . Chris ? He's here at school . But nahh , I dont know where he is" Luke replied . I went back to my sit and wondered . Where could Chris be ? I told Emera that I have a stomach ache and need to go to the toilet . I was about to go inside the toilet . Till , I saw this tall blonde guy with cropped jeans and a stripe t-shirt coming out from the male toilet . I was positive that it was Chris . He went out of the toilet but didnt notice me . I ran to him and hold his hand . "Uh , Kristy ? What is it ?" Chris said . "what is it ? Ive been calling and searching for you . Where have you been ?" I ask . "Kristy babe , i wanna chat . But , im late . So , i better go . Catch you later" he said . He gave me a little kiss on my cheek and ran off . While I ? I was standing in the middle of the hall , like an idiot .
* * *
I was back at home and my heart was shouting . I was questioning myself . What did I do and what went wrong ? From my opinion and my memory , I did pretty much nothing . I was dissapointed in Chris for doing this to me . I wonder , what in earth went wrong ? Guess i gotta wait for tomorrow and ask him then . Sigh
Sunday, December 13, 2009
Left Un-Spoken [chapter 4]
"kring kring !" the phone rang . Oh I hope its Josh , "hello ?" . "babe , lets go to the park , ill pick you up" . At first I wasnt sure who was it . I was positive it wasnt Josh . After a second of silence I knew it was Luke , my boyfriend . "oh , emm . Sure" me replying with no sincere of going to the park with him . Ive been seeing Luke on and off for about 3 months now . His capten for the football team . And not to forget most popular guy in school . My friends said im lucky to have him . I know I am , but it has been awhile and im not inlove with him yet . Even if im with him , im always thinking of Josh . I didnt saw Ashley and Josh for quite some times . Serve them rite if they broke up .
* * *
When I was in the car with Luke , Luke asked me this question . "em , babe . Some rumors told me that you like Josh Krane ?" . I was in shock but I had to lie "Josh Krane ? Oh my God , I woudnt dare to hurt you by liking that loser !" . I felt guilty saying that . But , I had to lie . It was the best for me and Luke . We got to the park and Luke hold my hand . His hand was so cold . I didnt like it . It wasnt warm as Josh's hand . Man , I miss Josh alot . I was thinking of going to his house and maybe spend the night there . If he would let me right ?
* * *
I was in the shower till I got a text message from Josh . The text said , hey Kristy , I was wondering if I could go over to your house ? Mum and dad went out for dinner and im starting to get bored -Josh- . And well ofcourse I said Yes . I wanted to look good . So I took a nice plain blue t-shirt , a mini skirt and put some lipgloss on my lips . It has been 1 hour and Josh is still not here , then I got a text message from him . Umm Kristy , Ashley came over so theres no need for me to crash in your house . sorry bye -Josh- . I went to the mirror and said to myself "how can you be so stupid ? Trusting that old wagner . Your so pathetic" . And now , all I can think of is Luke . I decided to call Luke and ask him to spend the night at my place . Luke came and I greeted him with open arms . We went up to my room and I was hugging him on my bed while my head is on his chest . Now I can feel the warmth from his body .
* * *
I woke up in the morning and found a letter from Luke . It says there "Kristy babe , I cant believe I got you pranked . Hey babe , I wont date a girl like you . Came out of nowhere and im dating you ! Come on , theres better blondies out there . It was just a silly dare to date you for 3 months ! HAHA , bye loser !" . It was 9am and im crying my tears out . I cant believe Luke did that to me . Im pathetic and stupid !
* * *
Its pouring rain outside and I miss Josh . I went outside and ran to his house . I was infront of his house in the cold pouring rain . I was shouting his name but nobody was answering . Instead , his elder brother came out . "Kristy ? What are you doing here ? Its pouring cold rain , come inside fast !" said Chris , his brother . Chris huged me to the couch in they're house and said "wait here , ill take you a towel" . I was sitting there like an idiot . I am an idiot ! UH ! Im so stupid and im just making a fool out of my self . Chris came back and wraped me with a towel . "what the heck were you doing there ? You could catch a cold which you already did . And why were you screaming Josh's name ? His not here , he went out with Ashley" , said Chris . I was sitting there and all I could hear was the voice of my tears . Chris asked me what was wrong . And I decided to tell him everything since I have no one to turn too . Yes , everything . From the part that I like Josh and to the part about Luke . Josh came back and saw us . He was shocked but he decided to let us talk .
* * *
Chris is really nice . And he's my good friend now . Day by day , he's replacing Josh in my heart . I kindda have a chrush on him . Chris is always with me . Helping me out and giving advices . I can sense that Josh is jealous . But , he wasnt there for me when I had a problem . So , who cares ? I like Chris . I just love the way he treats me . And the way he reacts when I tell him my problems . He's mostly like Josh also . Layed back and simple . His full blonde which is so hot . I didnt got Josh , but Chris is good enough .
* * *
When I was in the car with Luke , Luke asked me this question . "em , babe . Some rumors told me that you like Josh Krane ?" . I was in shock but I had to lie "Josh Krane ? Oh my God , I woudnt dare to hurt you by liking that loser !" . I felt guilty saying that . But , I had to lie . It was the best for me and Luke . We got to the park and Luke hold my hand . His hand was so cold . I didnt like it . It wasnt warm as Josh's hand . Man , I miss Josh alot . I was thinking of going to his house and maybe spend the night there . If he would let me right ?
* * *
I was in the shower till I got a text message from Josh . The text said , hey Kristy , I was wondering if I could go over to your house ? Mum and dad went out for dinner and im starting to get bored -Josh- . And well ofcourse I said Yes . I wanted to look good . So I took a nice plain blue t-shirt , a mini skirt and put some lipgloss on my lips . It has been 1 hour and Josh is still not here , then I got a text message from him . Umm Kristy , Ashley came over so theres no need for me to crash in your house . sorry bye -Josh- . I went to the mirror and said to myself "how can you be so stupid ? Trusting that old wagner . Your so pathetic" . And now , all I can think of is Luke . I decided to call Luke and ask him to spend the night at my place . Luke came and I greeted him with open arms . We went up to my room and I was hugging him on my bed while my head is on his chest . Now I can feel the warmth from his body .
* * *
I woke up in the morning and found a letter from Luke . It says there "Kristy babe , I cant believe I got you pranked . Hey babe , I wont date a girl like you . Came out of nowhere and im dating you ! Come on , theres better blondies out there . It was just a silly dare to date you for 3 months ! HAHA , bye loser !" . It was 9am and im crying my tears out . I cant believe Luke did that to me . Im pathetic and stupid !
* * *
Its pouring rain outside and I miss Josh . I went outside and ran to his house . I was infront of his house in the cold pouring rain . I was shouting his name but nobody was answering . Instead , his elder brother came out . "Kristy ? What are you doing here ? Its pouring cold rain , come inside fast !" said Chris , his brother . Chris huged me to the couch in they're house and said "wait here , ill take you a towel" . I was sitting there like an idiot . I am an idiot ! UH ! Im so stupid and im just making a fool out of my self . Chris came back and wraped me with a towel . "what the heck were you doing there ? You could catch a cold which you already did . And why were you screaming Josh's name ? His not here , he went out with Ashley" , said Chris . I was sitting there and all I could hear was the voice of my tears . Chris asked me what was wrong . And I decided to tell him everything since I have no one to turn too . Yes , everything . From the part that I like Josh and to the part about Luke . Josh came back and saw us . He was shocked but he decided to let us talk .
* * *
Chris is really nice . And he's my good friend now . Day by day , he's replacing Josh in my heart . I kindda have a chrush on him . Chris is always with me . Helping me out and giving advices . I can sense that Josh is jealous . But , he wasnt there for me when I had a problem . So , who cares ? I like Chris . I just love the way he treats me . And the way he reacts when I tell him my problems . He's mostly like Josh also . Layed back and simple . His full blonde which is so hot . I didnt got Josh , but Chris is good enough .
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