Left Un-Spoken [chapter 4]

"kring kring !" the phone rang . Oh I hope its Josh , "hello ?" . "babe , lets go to the park , ill pick you up" . At first I wasnt sure who was it . I was positive it wasnt Josh . After a second of silence I knew it was Luke , my boyfriend . "oh , emm . Sure" me replying with no sincere of going to the park with him . Ive been seeing Luke on and off for about 3 months now . His capten for the football team . And not to forget most popular guy in school . My friends said im lucky to have him . I know I am , but it has been awhile and im not inlove with him yet . Even if im with him , im always thinking of Josh . I didnt saw Ashley and Josh for quite some times . Serve them rite if they broke up .

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When I was in the car with Luke , Luke asked me this question . "em , babe . Some rumors told me that you like Josh Krane ?" . I was in shock but I had to lie "Josh Krane ? Oh my God , I woudnt dare to hurt you by liking that loser !" . I felt guilty saying that . But , I had to lie . It was the best for me and Luke . We got to the park and Luke hold my hand . His hand was so cold . I didnt like it . It wasnt warm as Josh's hand . Man , I miss Josh alot . I was thinking of going to his house and maybe spend the night there . If he would let me right ?

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I was in the shower till I got a text message from Josh . The text said , hey Kristy , I was wondering if I could go over to your house ? Mum and dad went out for dinner and im starting to get bored -Josh- . And well ofcourse I said Yes . I wanted to look good . So I took a nice plain blue t-shirt , a mini skirt and put some lipgloss on my lips . It has been 1 hour and Josh is still not here , then I got a text message from him . Umm Kristy , Ashley came over so theres no need for me to crash in your house . sorry bye -Josh- . I went to the mirror and said to myself "how can you be so stupid ? Trusting that old wagner . Your so pathetic" . And now , all I can think of is Luke . I decided to call Luke and ask him to spend the night at my place . Luke came and I greeted him with open arms . We went up to my room and I was hugging him on my bed while my head is on his chest . Now I can feel the warmth from his body .

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I woke up in the morning and found a letter from Luke . It says there "Kristy babe , I cant believe I got you pranked . Hey babe , I wont date a girl like you . Came out of nowhere and im dating you ! Come on , theres better blondies out there . It was just a silly dare to date you for 3 months ! HAHA , bye loser !" . It was 9am and im crying my tears out . I cant believe Luke did that to me . Im pathetic and stupid !

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Its pouring rain outside and I miss Josh . I went outside and ran to his house . I was infront of his house in the cold pouring rain . I was shouting his name but nobody was answering . Instead , his elder brother came out . "Kristy ? What are you doing here ? Its pouring cold rain , come inside fast !" said Chris , his brother . Chris huged me to the couch in they're house and said "wait here , ill take you a towel" . I was sitting there like an idiot . I am an idiot ! UH ! Im so stupid and im just making a fool out of my self . Chris came back and wraped me with a towel . "what the heck were you doing there ? You could catch a cold which you already did . And why were you screaming Josh's name ? His not here , he went out with Ashley" , said Chris . I was sitting there and all I could hear was the voice of my tears . Chris asked me what was wrong . And I decided to tell him everything since I have no one to turn too . Yes , everything . From the part that I like Josh and to the part about Luke . Josh came back and saw us . He was shocked but he decided to let us talk .

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Chris is really nice . And he's my good friend now . Day by day , he's replacing Josh in my heart . I kindda have a chrush on him . Chris is always with me . Helping me out and giving advices . I can sense that Josh is jealous . But , he wasnt there for me when I had a problem . So , who cares ? I like Chris . I just love the way he treats me . And the way he reacts when I tell him my problems . He's mostly like Josh also . Layed back and simple . His full blonde which is so hot . I didnt got Josh , but Chris is good enough .