Left Un-Spoken [chapter 6]

I was at school . As usual , hanging out with Emera and the others at my locker . They were gossiping and talking but I wasnt paying attention . I was more interested in search for Chris . I saw their gang and took off without telling my friends . "Kristy !? Where are you going !?" shouted Kelly . I just ignored them and went straight ahead to Luke's gang . I was calling Luke but he was ignoring so I decided to shout at him . "Luke !?" i shouted again . Luke looked at me with his hazel colored eyes and said "what is it ? What do you want from me ? Are you that desperate ?" . My mouth was open as if I was letting a bug in . "what ? uh ? eh ?" . I wasnt sure why , but my tongue was iced . I couldnt say a word . I was looking at Luke , blinking in shock cause I couldnt say a word , till a voice came out . A voice that ive heard before this said , "Luke , dont say that to Kristy" . Luke was still looking at me but he replied "whatever , shes your girl . So , make sure she doesnt start a fight with me . Or she'll pay" . I was positive that it was Chris . I looked at the back of Luke and yes it was Chris . I went straight to Chris and huged him like i never saw him for years . Chris didnt huged me back , instead he pushed me away . He hold my shoulders and said "I dont want you coming back here . Go away to your friends . Just go to my brother if you have a problem . ok ? now go" . I was shocked and I said , "what ? Is it all about your brother ? Please , I need you not him !" . Chris didnt said a word and just walked away . I went back to Emera and the others with tears in my eyes .

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I spent the night at Emera's since theres a sleepover . They were having fun , but I was sitting beside the window and making myself more misrable . I was thinking on what I did ? Why did Chris said all those this to me ? It was 3am and everyone was tired . So , we decided to go to sleep .

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It was at about 1pm and I was at home . I decided to text Josh and ask about Chris . Hey Josh . I was wonderin' if we could meet up somewhere ? -Kristy- . I was on my bed , waiting for the reply . It took about 30mins to wait for his reply . Oh , emm . Ok then . Where ? -Josh- . I was excited when he said ok . I wasnt excited because I wanted to see him . But I was excited to ask about Chris . My place ? Sounds good ? -Kristy- . And the reply came as soon as possible with a simple text that is , ok .

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"knock knock" . The door was knocked and I bet its Josh . Mum opened the door and asked Josh to come right up . Josh came inside my room , gave a little kiss on my cheek and said , "hey hey Kristy ! I miss you babe !" . "haha , its been awhile huh ?" I replied with excitement . "so , why did you asked me to come over ?" Josh asked . I was relieved that he asked , cause I cant wait to tell him why ! "umm , you see . I want to talk to you about something , to ask about , Chris" . As soon as I said Chris , hes face changed . He wasnt smiling like just now anymore . "oh , i see" he replied with his weak voice . He wasnt looking at my face anymore . He was looking to the right and his blue eyes were looking down . I wonder why . Is it wrong for me to ask about his brother ? "what do you wanna ask ?" Josh asked while looking straight into my eyes and as if he could read my mind . "um , why has he been avoiding me ?" I asked him . "uh , Kristy . Im not so close with him . So , I dont know alot and whats happening to him and all . How bout you ask someone else . Cause , I just dont know" Josh replied without even looking at me . Josh stood up and went straight to the door . I hold his hand and said , "where are you going ?" . "obviously , home . You only asked me to come over was to ask about Chris right ? I dont know anything so , bye" Josh pulled his hands away from mine and left . Not even with a goodbye , not even with a kiss frm hes lips to my cheek . He went off , touring my heart apart . And thats all .